They've Won
my Big Fat PharmWhore Neighbor
So I was working on my garage door: the best time to WINTERIZE is in the summer. Exspecially when they claim that we are in for an arctic winter during globehole warming.
And my Big Fat Pharm Whore Neighbor comes by.
Imagine an NPC in a glorified John Deere golf cart.
“What are you doing?”
It’s obvious what I’m doing but since I was washing the silicone sealant for a new layer I said that I was making dildos.
Stating the absurd shuts down further inquiry on that topic.
So, on to the next topic:
"How’s your garden doing?"
Now, we’ve been over this before this Spring where I said that I can’t get any seed to germinate…
You’ve got bad seed
… and that I have the best seed
Well, then it should grow.
…not with the overspray. I can’t get any germination and if I do then the plants won’t grow.
Plants won’t grow. [said in the tone of a 3-year-old doing a parroting mocking]
NOTHING is growing.
The beans and corn are growing!
THOSE ARE FAKE SEEDS!
Fake seeds!
The GRASS is growing.
I DON’T EAT GRASS!
Well, you need fertilizer.
I’ve never needed fertilizer for 50 years!
I don’t know what to tell you.
I do it’s BILLIONS OF POUNDS OF PESTICIDES!
Billions of pounds… [don’t forget the toddler sneer] So, who are you going to sue? [the ONLY thing that he was afraid of]
Everybody.
Like who? [he knew it could be personal because there is this thing called Chemical Trespass]
Monsanto — no, can’t sue them, they’ve been bought out by Bayer — so I’ll sue Bayer.
He wasn’t getting what he wanted out of a non-conversation so he left.
Segue to this most recent exchange…
How’s your garden doing?
He already knew based on what I established above this Spring and the fact that I always had a garden that you could see from the road that had fluorished for 49 years but now as a patch of weeds.
“What garden?”
What do you mean?
I can’t grow anything. Nothing will germinate, nothing will grow.
He stares off into space and then utters the most ridiculoust thing I’ve ever heard a 70+year-old vomit in my lifetime:
It’s just a Frame of Mind. If you don’t THINK anything will grow - then it won’t grow.
Did the crazy motherfucker get jacked remotedly into the Meta Verse where all you have to do is think of a gang rape and then you can play that game with others who are jacked in?
People all over the country are reporting that they can’t grow gardens anymore!
Why is that?
Because of what y’all did.
[Yoga Bitch, by Fran Zetta]
I worked for him off and on since 1976. He knows exactly what I meant. His son works for Land O Lakes. You think they make butter and shit but the And Shit happens to be a farm chemical division. One time I hopped into the pickup truck and my butt bumped a VERY small plastic container.
What’s that?
It’s a sample from my son. It’s a new herbicide. That much can cover 2 acres.
I used to wear respirators and gloves and goggles on the Pharm much to the distress of Pharmwhores and their useless young offspring (kids don’t like masks) but I knew I had to get out of that industrial hell because I would need a Level 4 biohazard suit just to sit in a pickup truck.
The plastic bottle was three inches in all dimensions.
So, They Won. A timeclock puncher for the chemical and biotech seed companies has declared that the reason that we can’t grow our own food has nothing to do with them whoring themselves out to an industry so evil that it is biociding the entire planet but instead if we just sit on our yoga pillows and think happy thoughts that bug meal for breakfast will magickally appear in our empty bowls.
[art by Fran Zetta]
He wasn’t getting what he wanted out of this latest conversation either so he starts up his toy and says, “See you later, Dickhead!”
I’ve been conflicted for some time.
Evil and its collaborators seem to deserve a swift and final judgment.
However, this is literally Hell. I’ve hated it here for my entire Sentence and if there really is no After-Life (we’re DEAD for fucking godssake!), if there is really no Justice (no one should be using that trap-word) then perhaps I should wish these motherfuckers an Eternity here instead of Sweet Relief by shortening their Sentences.
After all - it’s just a Frame of Mind.
The amount of ignorance and overall stupidity is exasperating and amusing. I often wonder if each of us are systematically placed in geographically regions where our misery is intensified to the extent that we must question our own sanity. Daily, I wonder when will I find people outside of the Internet ghettos to fraternize with and have an adult conversation about the reality of this existence. In perpetuity, my optimism has been replaced by the folly of such ineffectual thinking. Instead of finding like minded individuals to talk with (face to face), I find that I have to continually dumb myself down in order survive (because they will kill us) invariably because the mind control is so pervasive and so ubiquitous that it is an exercise in futility to even try and have legitimate and thought provoking conversations. It is amusing sometimes though, when you catch people off guard, there is this "glitch" in their programming and this dull, glazed look envelopes their eyes, almost like they are being reset like a computer because the overload of what this reality truly is becomes abundantly clear. In that brief moment, I wait with baited breath for them to look at me and say "I believe you, what the hell was I thinking all of this time?"...But alas, they reboot and go back to their usual programmed behavior...sometimes they become especially volatile, as if possessed, and use personal slights and gaslighting in order to discredit what you have just said and make your comments seem like insignificant "conspiracies". At this point in my life, I am almost immune to it, however, sometimes, I get a glimmer of hope, just to have it dashed in a matter of seconds. In my estimation, there are a plethora of reasons for their behavior and their resistance to it...This would be the following: 1.) The worthless education system that programs people at a young age. 2.) Cradle to grave vaccinations. 3.) Electricity and electro-magnetic radiation. There is no doubt that this technology entrances and reinforces their other programming via books, movies, social media, music and video games. 4.) Genetically modified foods that destroy gut health. 5.) Pharmaceutical drugs that destroy the gut and shut off parts of the brain (the zombification of the slave if you will). 6.) Illicit drugs. 7.) Separating people from the ethereal only to focus on the temporal and corporeal, leading to a complete disconnection and to reiterate, that "you only live once" mentality that permeates modernity. 8.) The dissolving of the family unit through hook up apps and culture, pornography and illicit drug use.. 9.) Chemical trails that compound the aforementioned usage of pharmaceutical and illicit drugs. 10.) Perpetual distractions, via their programming apparatus that facilitate fear or ecstasy, because of this, people are never able to be relaxed, instead they need their next stimulant hit in order to feel "alive". I agree Patrick, this is all by design as they feed on our misery and labor. I digress, all I can do is "keep the faith" that there is some greater purpose for my being here and keep pushing on until my inevitable demise and hope that on my way to that end, I have planted some thought provoking seeds into the minds of the people I have interacted with.
There is some credence to the thought that Earth is an insane asylum for the Alien races where they drop off their psychopaths.